Random matters

1) We are going to have our SPA briefing soon. Like tomorrow or next week soon.
I haven't decided on the other 2 hospitals. we need to put up 3choices.

2) We have 90 days left towards the big Professional III Exam.
The exam's schedule is out and circulating among the lecturers. they are now looking for our exam cases. erkk~

3) I don't feel very well lately. physically and emotionally. i cried while sleeping for the past 2 days unconsciously. still coping well.

4) I am supposed to submit my case write up yesterday. but until today, i haven't finish it yet. i am so in a big trouble!

5) I am jealous looking at the kids in the peadiatric all so carefree and playing around without anything to worry about even though they are having heart disease in heart failure. I wish i'm a kid back again.

6) I have a lot of things to say and a lot of worry to expressed. surprisingly, i've lost of words.

7) I bought CLEO January and February weeks ago. none of it i really read yet. i just flip through. and my mom hates CLEO. she said i'm buying advertisement magazine.

8) until today, with great people around me; i still didn't talk much about my deepest worries. i usually sleep it off and wish it will go away when i wake up.

9) as you all know, i've done my paeds exam last week and i still have paeds classes to go through this week. post exam syndrome. i am sooo not in the mood for classes.

10) my handphones (yes, with S) have been extremely quiet at the time i need it to ring the most. i think, they are now (the handphones) are qualified to be thrown out the window. no point of having it anyway.

11) my petrol expenses has increases 3folds this week. i wish car can be fuel up with plain water.

today is a running day

7.50am : we are late, we are late!!! running to the hospital which usually take us 20minutes by walking. we manage to arrived by 8am sharp. our calves are cramping

1.30pm : I am late, I am late!!! haven't had lunch. haven't zohor. class at 2pm in the department! running rushing running. phew~ able to arrive few minutes before 2pm. lucky i wore seriously-flat-I-could-feel-the-floor-surface sandal :D

4.30pm : the class took longer than we thought. we have another class in the ward at 4pm!! this is super duper late and i'm presenting!! running again as fast as we can. none of us really talk. we really focus on running. arrived after 5minutes (usually took us around 10minutes). "who is presenting?" the doctor asked. "i am" i rised my hand while another hand still struggling with the stethoscope.

after the class, we walk really slow~ we thought the running is done for the day. we go to Sri Serdang to get Robex's laptop repair.
"makan jom" i said.
so I drive slowly to the food court. really take our time with the food and all.


"nak maghrib kat mana2 masjid dulu ke?" i asked.
"taknak la, badan busuk lah seharian" they said (intan & robex)

8.10pm : and we are still on the road and haven't maghrib yet!
we arrived at college at 8.20pm. isya' is at 8.40pm.
we ran from the far far away land of carpark.

Running, with all the toys for pediatrics making the noise as we ran. running down the hill, running up the stairs.

the calves were screaming again!

phew~ arrived safely and managed to maghrib just before isya'.

and i hope the running is really done this time. tolong lah jangan buat fire drill pulak malam nanti. i tak larat dah nak lari hari ini.

we always running but this is too many running in a day.

So today, is a running day.

Habis dah post mortem!!!!

have i told you that i finished all 15 cases of post mortem?
have i told you that i didn't cheat any of it.
i do it all.
15 cases!
10 observed and 5 assisted.

the mood and feeling for today is...

Satisfaction.

it is tiring but worth it. i learn alot!

people who have been reading this blog for awhile will know what I've been through just for post mortem.

this and this happened in one of those day when i'm on my way to post mortem.

me and post mortem did not get along very well. some people are so lucky that they went to forensic once and able to finish all five cases. i've been to forensic million times that the abang2 medical assistants recognized me already.

so, alhamdulillah. i am free from forensic except for the report. haven't finished it yet. but it won't take long to do it.

:D

p/s: believe it or not, i still have this imagination of my car crushing upside down on the other side of the road when i'm driving to near to the divider and i can see myself hitting the back of a car when their brake light suddenly on. but i'm coping it well :)

Mykad siap

i received my mykad yesterday.

well it actually turn out good.

the cobra-ness (click this word to understand it more) is not as bad as i think it would be.

plus they edited it a little bit which i don't think i need (ppfftt~ boleh vomit sekarang jugak).

they actually edited it alot :D it made my face look so innocent and smooth and flawless. haha

and the eyes doesn't look as sleepy as in the temporary my card.

but i think, i officially documented my oily face.
shiny T-zone and shiny malar eminence (the area on the sides of the nose just before the apple of the cheeks)

owh it doesn't show much in the picture of mykad picture.

never mind, it does look ok anyway. i better stop complaining.

so now,
i am not ashamed of showing my mykad anymore
owh yeah~

*sigh~

i have words to say but i'm not sure saying it will make me feel better.

....

*silence*

i decided not to say.

Miss L to the O-V-E

Setelah habis theory, dengan tanpa hala tuju lalu mencipta hala tuju trus ke jalan TAR. shopping lagi -_-"

inilah kasut kanak2 yang berjaya menghabiskan exam clinical lalu menuju ke jalan TAR
dari kiri jiah, saya dan robex

gambar ini bermotif, kami sokong environmentalist dengan menggunakan pengangkutan awam. :p padahal mengelak traffic jam.

dan malam pun tiba. maka kami pun bergerak menuju ke western di serdang yang sekarang dikenali sebagai Horsewheel steakhouse
owh ini bukan makanan saya, ini rabiatul punya. saje letak buat trigger selera anda

kenapakah beriya makan di serdang padahal selama ni tapau je?

ini adalah kerana.....

tadaaaa~
Miss L to the O-V-E.
one word. Petite.
if you open the dictionary you'll see her picture in the description of petite and her picture sit right next to the word 'Slim'
:D

selain Miss L, terdapat juga kanak2 tak dikenali seperti di atas, serta dua orang lagi yang tidak sempat di tangkap untuk bergambar.

Miss L to the O-V-E dengan thoughtful-nya telah belikan saya chocolate before hand. owh sungguh malu sebab tak beli apa2 untuk dia -_-"

thank you so much! nice meeting you. seriously. sorry tak beli apa2, huhu shame on you azhani tsk tsk tsk.

....

oleh itu,
bila merasakan exam sudah habis, inilah masa untuuukkk??

ye betul.

tidur.
baru nak lena tiba2 jiah cakap
*"anot study la, esok ada theory exam MCQ and MEQ"

alaaaa~ ngantuk aaaa

*dialog adalah rekaan semata-mata*

owh yea, walaupun exam dah habis, pediatric tak habis lagi. minggu depan still ade kelas peds lagi. sebab doctors takmau exam 4th yr dengan exam 5th yr overlapping, diorang buat 5th yr punya dulu dengan impression 5th lagi berguna. padahal~ 4th yr lagi bagus kot sebab semua segala macam theory masih melekat. kami nye macam pudar2 sikit la... hehehehe

rasanye saya pass sudey :)
thanx to the all wishes and luck.
i LOIKE you people. i really do

the gentlemen has extinct

i think we are lacking of gentlemen.
the olden days (or should i say golden days) where the guys stood up for the girls has long gone.

we have reproductive organ to bear and you don't even have the testes

pondan ah~

pediatric exam case: first presentation of epilepsy

phew~ long case was done.

i pass with comment of "need to improve on language presentation"
i think it is due to misplacing S here and there. nervous. i can't even think straight for my case kot.

i'm still having post-exam hang over. the head feel much heavier, back pain plus i eat a lot.
the eat a lot part probably also because of PMS. it making me fat! (f.i.y: i lost 10kg for the past 8months ho yeah~)

there will be another exam on thursday. this time it will be 2 short cases. hope it went well as today :)

so about my case just now,
when i clerk his mother, patient was afebrile. afebrile mean no fever.
with seizure. so afebrile seizure.

so i continue clerking and in my head, there is a list of causes of afebrile seizure.
1) first presentation epilepsy
2) biochemical imbalance such as hypoglycemia, hypocalcemia, hypo/hypernatremia
3) space occupying lession
4) intracranial bleed due to accidental injury or non-accidental injury
and the list goes on...

he had one episode of seizure before he was presented to hospital putrajaya. he was well until 2days in the ward he developed recurrent unprovoked seizure. it was flaccid seizure with uprolling eyeballs, blinking of eyes and mouth twitching to the right.
after the seizure he did not behave as himself. he was shouting and screaming and become irritable.
he also had one episode of status epilepticus and need to be intubated in the ICU
he was feeding well, there was no fever, no recent history of trauma, no similar history, no family history of seizure..

and the clerking goes on....

so i end up diagnosing this patient as
first presentation of epilepsy.

but the sad part is, he was doing well. his development is ahead compared to his siblings, he is a smart kid who is able to write proper letters and able to count.
he is handsome and want to be a doctor.

if it is really an epilepsy....
i..
i feel very sorry.

i hope the mother understand that he is a survivor.

sexygurlz_69@yahoo.com

when I fill up a formal form happily and proudly showing my almost non-eligible writing while whistling lalalala~ (ok ini tambahan semata)

name: Nor Azhani Amiruddin
age: 24
occupation: student

yadayadayada~

and down on the list will be

email: _______________

and I started owh shit~

you know why?

because my email is

authoranot[at]yahoo[dot]com

what is that?? i mean i am anot (i'm known as anot among my friend) and i claimed myself as author??

ppfftt.

giller poyo

and certain will said

is that a name of a robot? it's sounds like auto-boat or steamboat or debot or comot.

blame azhani amiruddin 8 years back. she was so poyo that she made an email like that

lucky at that time i don't think

sexygurlz_69
or
i'm.notty

are cool to be an email...

if not...
i am 24years old, Malay Muslim with an email of
sexygurlz_69@yahoo.com

*silence bunyi cengkerik*

occay~

so, everytime i fill up those form i'll said to myself

haish~ i need a formal email. but the think is i already have 3emails. non of it formal! like seriously...

my YM for instance
it is wallsmy[at]yahoo[dot]com

tembok saya? saya tembok?? ice cream walls??

and i'm still using it -_-"

i always avoid making a new email. payah nak maintain konon (padahal suka je kan guna authoranot[at]yahoo tu kan. hahahaha. ok dah2)

therefore today,
i spent a little time (little time on internet? blaaggh~)
even though my exam is tomorrow...

i made an email....

with my name on it...

:D

now, you can also find me at

azhaniamiruddin[at]yahoo[dot]com

ho yeah~
feel like a grown up already

:D

Abah lapah kulit kau

abah was ironing his shirt, i was online nearby wearing the ridiculously large t-shirt as someone used to call it. so basically no pants are needed with this shirt.
i am sitting on the floor. so my knees are exposed.
abah was suddenly jerk me

"apa tu kat lutut tu?!!?"
i was shocked. apahal tetiba kena marah

"ni tadi study pastu bosan lukis atas lutut ni"
sambil tenyeh2 kesan pen. menggelebah kena jerkah

"humph~ abah lapah kulit kau kalau ada tattoo"

"mana de"
masih lagi terpisat2 padam kesan pen.

*cuak sendiri dalam hati.*

p/s: abah saya garang. kalau jerkah memang kecut laa.. tau takut. hehe